Hello my luvs

Halloween was good this year. Nicole actually walked almost the whole way without me carrying her. I was kinda pissed off though cuz Joe was all like, "yeah, I'll be there. Wait for me. I'll definitely be home before it's time for trick or treating". WRONG! He stayed at work an extra two hours and missed the whole damn thing. Nikki was kind of upset about that but there wasn't anything I could do. She had a good time otherwise though.

On a totally different note, I'm kinda pissed about something else too. I know, I'm complaining a lot today, I'm sorry. I am seriously concerned though. I've been to the obstetrician like 5 times now, never once has she measured my stomach to see if my uterus is growing like it should, not one time. She's never felt my stomach to see if it was growing properly, I'm like 20 weeks pregnant and all she's ever done is listen to the heartbeat. She had to send away for a test because there was something slightly abnormal, that was like 8 or 9 weeks ago and she says she still doesn't have the results, but I've got the damn bill! WTF?! Her nurses were also supposed to schedule an ultrasound for me right after my last appointment. They've had 5 weeks (because she cancelled my appointment for this week) to call me and schedule it...they never called me except to tell me that she wasn't go to be there this week. I even told them when they called that I needed to schedule for it, they completely ignored me. I mean, I really would like to get another doctor. Unfortunately in this tiny backwater town there are only three obstetrician and they're all partners with each other. I'd like to deliver at the hospital here because it's brand new and has a totally state of the art maternity ward, but I swear sometimes I really think I'd be better off with less technology if it meant I got a doctor that gave a damn. I mean, I know I'm on Medicaid and I'm poor, but Jesus!
Well, I'll let you know what happens at the next appointment and whether we've decided to stay with her or move on.