Oh So Lonely

I'm having one of those days where I'm feeling just a little bit taken for granted. Maybe I'm out of line here, but I kind of resent the fact that my husband is having a blast at Cedar Point today with Dave and some other chick that I've never met in my life. It sort of adds salt to the wound that he asked me if I wanted to go, like a week ago. I said yes, because I'm bored, I never see him anymore, and I thought it would be a good opportunity to do something as a family. The problem was that I had to go to class, which is only like two hours, but he didn't want to wait that long.
So he invites Dave so that he can go early, like when the park opens. Ok, so I'm a little dissapointed that it's not going to be just the family anymore, but whatever. His new plan...he'll meet me later somewhere, after class. We'll hang out, have a good time.
I really should have smelled that bullshit. I ask him yesterday, the day before we're supposed to go, where he wants to meet me. His response..."I don't know" in a tone that was definitely lacking any type of enthusiasm what-so-ever. So, I say fine and try my best not to be a little hurt. I tell him we can figure it out later.
So last night just before bed I say, have you thought of any place to meet me? Silence. Hmmm. So I ask, do you want me to come? Response, "Really, I couldn't care less?" Thank you for sparing my feelings. So, feeling a lot hurt by now I suggest maybe I should stay home. That suggestion is the only one that actually makes him smile.
So as he's talking excitedly about going somewhere today while I get to sit home and clean, he tells me that he's riding these roller coasters with some other chick. Ouch. I imagine it would have been annoying for him to tear himself away from his good time to meet up with his wife and child.
Still, I try to make myself less miserable by mentioning that maybe I'll take Nicole out to the caves, we'll see some sights, have some fun. But apparently, if I did that it would be really mean because he really wants to see the caves and going without him would be cruel. So here I sit. Bored. Lonely. Utterly and completely rejected. And totally pissed off.